I understand that life is all about balance, but why does nothing ever happen the way we want it to? Why do we self-sabotage, why do we never learn from our mistakes, why do we let history repeat itself? Why is so much of our happiness dependent on our decisions when all decisions that we make are the wrong ones? If your 20s are about making mistakes, how do you suddenly stop at 29 and 11 months? At 30, how do you not keep making bad choices? Why does 27 feel so old? Why does everything feel like a personal attack right now? Where are all the happy people? Why does no one understand anything? How do I tell them that I will not survive this a second time?
